Chasing Ghosts Lyrics

You can call me strange
I ran away when I was fifteen
Kept my bruises beneath my sleeve
Swore it didn't mean a damn thing
And I just saw some old friends
With their car seats and their kids
Their dads are standing proud beside them
While mine doesn't even know where I've been

'Cause I'm still chasing ghosts down back roads
Still getting lost in who I've been
Everybody found a place to settle
I'm still wondering where I fit in
Maybe I was built a little different

Maybe I just never learned to quit
Everybody's got a place they're heading
I'm still trying to figure out where mine is

And I don't blame them for moving on
Hell, I hope they got everything that they wished for
But it's hard not to feel like the black sheep
When every family photo's got a spot you missed
Birthday cakes and soccer games
Graduation caps and wedding rings
Seems like everybody found their people
And I'm still here trying to find me

'Cause I'm still chasing ghosts down back roads
Still getting lost in who I've been
Everybody found a place to settle
I'm still wondering where I fit in
Maybe I was built a little different
Maybe I just never learned to quit
Everybody's got a place they're heading
I'm still trying to figure out where mine is

I don't even know what I would've been
If I hadn't spent my whole life trying to fit in
Now I'm trying to remember the girl I used to be
'Cause somewhere along the way she stopped looking like me

'Cause I'm still chasing ghosts down back roads
Still getting lost in who I've been
Everybody found a place to settle
I'm still wondering where I fit in
Maybe I was built a little different
Maybe I just never learned to quit
Everybody's got a place they're heading
I'm still trying to figure out where mine is