Look at My Life Lyrics

How long have I got in the hot light 'til the shine rusts? I've been thinking through the hard stuff Over light drugs like every night No, you don't need to come over 'Cause I'd crowd please and I'm tired Slowly morphed into a poser Barely know her anymore Do I look high-functioning or Is my façade crumbling? Oh God, don't actually answer me, Caroline But, oh well, look at my life Bet you can't tell, but it's kind of a bad time A new spiral every night Bawling my eyes out No, but I'm so fine Yeah, I might just shut up and drive Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights My nightmare actualizеd Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right I just got to the party with thе big shots and the Barbies Empty talk and talk and talk until my ears bleed He's holding a pill, he thinks that I should take one But I'll raise him to the whole bunch I'm kidding, God, he thinks I'm stupid What a gut punch, but then we go Downtown, there's no medicine I'd spit out if it promises Slowing down voices Don't want to hear a sound But, oh well, look at my life Bet you can't tell, but it's kind of a bad time A new spiral every night Bawling my eyes out No, but I'm so fine Yeah, I might just shut up and drive Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights My nightmare actualized Got what I, what I Mm, maybe if I smile enough I'll get away with giving up I'll move across the country just to judge myself, like, just as much As I do when I'm sitting here I miss my friends that disappear And haven't seen 'em in a year Oh God, what am I doing here? [Chorus] But, oh well, look at my life (Look at my life) Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time A new spiral every night (Every night) Bawling my eyes out No, but I'm so fine Yeah, I might just shut up and drive Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights My nightmare actualized Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right Ooh-ooh-ooh (Right) I got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right (Right, right) Ooh-ooh-ooh (Right) Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right (Right, right)