i deserve better. Lyrics

I let you treat me bad 'cause I hate myself
There's a screw or two loose, everybody can tell
Is your Lexapro working?
You haven't called me in months
Just say you made a mistake
And you regret what you've done

I'd forgive you if you come back
You know I love when it ends like that
When it ends like that

I love to blame myself
It's all on me when it goes to hell
But this time, I don't think that's true
Yeah, this time I think that you
Really fucked up a good thing
I'm done begging you to love me
I'm not perfect, not ever
But I still deserve better (Still deserve better, better, still deserve better)
Yeah, I still deserve better (Still deserve better, better)
I deserve, I deserve, I deserve

I deserve better than a narcissist
When we're screaming at each other
God, I live for this
Why am I saying I'm sorry again
You're so sweet in my head
But you're not how I dreamt you

I'd forgive you if you come back
You know I love when it ends like that
When it ends like that
I'd forgive you, I always do
I'd scratch and bite and bleed for you
For you

I love to blame myself
It's all on me when it goes to hell
But this time, I don't think that's true
Yeah, this time I think that you
Really fucked up a good thing
I'm done begging you to love me
I'm not perfect, not ever
But I still deserve better (Still deserve better, better, still deserve better)
Yeah, I still deserve better (Still deserve better, better)
I deserve, I deserve, I deserve (Still deserve better, better, still deserve better)
Yeah, I still deserve better (Still deserve better, better)
I deserve, I deserve, I deserve

Help me make sense of it
Or tell me what I did wrong
I just wanted to love you
I just wanted to talk
Can you tell me, can you say

It's not my fault
It's not my fault
It's not my fault
It's not my fault (Still deserve better)
It's not my fault (Still deserve better)
It's not my fault (Still deserve better)
It's not my fault
It's not my fault
It's not my fault
It's not my fault (Still deserve better)
It's not my fault (Still deserve better)
It's not my fault (Still deserve better)
It's not my fault
It's not my fault
It's not my fault
It's not my