Still Standing Lyrics

I'm still here
I'm still here
Still standing
I'm still standing
Lost some love
Lost some love

In my mind, I try to live through moments I can't recreate
Only keep me around the real niggas, I don't like being fake
Grandma's house church and Sunday used to head on our knees to pray
Learned about Eve up in that garden, then I learned that we the snakes
Throw your gang up in this bitch, we might spark if we see the rakes
He ain't gonna shoot, he just talk a lot, he just like Stephen A.
This foolishness tryna come back around, but it could be erased
Bitch, free Luh Trench, he was part of my crowd, can't wait till he beat his case
But I'm still here and I'm still standing
With two sticks jamming shit, no cannon
Blood gonna drip if we hit the canvas
Dunk on a nigga just like Shannon
I'm with two thick bitches getting manic
Pain, guilt, wear it where it's fucking valid
I used to trap hard on them backstreets, I done backed in, scam handed
It don't take too much to lose my top, they don't know that I'm really retarded
Nigga, fuck face shit, we a paint shit, been told you I'm really an artist
Remember I got death as a wake-up call, that shit was really alarming
I would've poured a clip on bullshit, man I feel like Benny or Rodman

And I lost a lot of love
Expecting it to be how I thought it was
I lost a lot of love
Expecting it to be how I thought it was

I lost all when I lost one
Now with myself, I hold a grudge
Holding that pressure, smoke in our lungs
Yeah, I still post up with my thugs
And we'll go berserk
Look me in my eyes, I know it hurt
Who's rocking my tour merch?
The fuck I look like with your face on a shirt?

I'm still here
I'm still here
Still standing
I'm still standing
Lost some love

I'm just picking up the pieces
I know this shit sound crazy, but I pray for all of my demons, huh
Still standing
Lost some love
Lost some love
I'm still...