Weight On My Shoulders Lyrics

This weight on my shoulders, I hated being sober One day they all showed up, used to play like they ain't know us Smoke all my pain for some closure, to the grave I'm a soldier Them thangs shot his soul up, that's gang up culture I'm still the same, so what? A lot of shit ain't never changed when I got older, uh He tryna bust a brain and go nuts Traumatized by that dead body's odor, we all got colder Now you gotta get some money with me, 'cause I'm tired of givin' it out Play with me I up this semi, and divide a nigga scalp Bro died, my crib started feelin' empty, it got silent in the house The main shit be fucking with me, be some I'm tryna forget about You either throw or catch a shell, had it rough, but L-O-L All we know is death or jail, stick to the code, don't ever tell Look where we was left, this shit was set up for us to fail You can't look scared of death, I ain't thinkin' 'bout heaven or a hell This weight on my shoulders, I hated being sober One day they all showed up, used to play like they ain't know us Smoke all my pain for some closure, to the grave I'm a soldier Them thangs shot his soul up, that's gang up culture I'm still the same, so what? A lot of shit ain't never changed when I got older, uh He tryna bust a brain and go nuts Traumatized by that dead body's odor, we all got colder I'm tryna focus on my strength, how you balling from the bench? They all sacrificed they morals, 'cause of somethin' they resent Death be the reason these hoes'll fuck me, when they know I got a bitch Or 'cause they notice that I'm richer, 'cause they notice I'm the shit His trigger finger make him wanna spin, like bro you know I got a itch From blood drops, this shit can't end, like bro you know we gotta blitz When I speak my truth, it don't depend, 'cause I ain't sugarcoatin' it That's my broski, that's my twin, he always gon' know what I meant Managing my copin' mechanism from survival instincts He was told he better get 'em, think he a killer in the game But he don't know he just a victim, it's like that growth will never hit him His life flashed before he died, feel like his bros were never with him Fake love been killing me with kindness, I'm like, "Bitch I'd rather die" Fuck that ego, never mind it, these days I'd rather cry This shit about divine timing, knowing that I'd rather try Crazy they couldn't hear me, 'cause they blinded, couldn't do nothin' else but sigh This weight on my shoulders, I hated being sober One day they all showed up, used to play like they ain't know us Smoke all my pain for some closure, to the grave I'm a soldier Them thangs shot his soul up, that's gang up culture I'm still the same, so what? A lot of shit ain't never changed when I got older, uh He tryna bust a brain and go nuts Traumatized by that dead body's odor, we all got colder