Tears Lyrics

(You)
(Left me)
(Tired and lonely and I)
(Can't believe I'm still waiting around)
(I don't wanna cry but you know me so well)
(I just wanna hold back but tears they keep coming)

This one brought me to my knees because I needed to confess
When you've been a wild child, you got plenty on your conscience
They don't sing your praises 'cause converts can get response-less
But I just keep on speaking regardless, I do the longest
I started off confronting my demons but they were monsters
Then I became the monster, started acting bonkers
Heartbreak connected to pounds, then I got hundreds
And turned them into thousands, that's robberies from Hondas
I had to say it all, that's why I'm dropping to my knees
In case I have to crawl, ran before I learned to walk
Sang before I learned to talk, middle fingers up, I'm screaming "f*** the law"
Like I'm a two Pac, she caught so many times I snapped her jaw
Last time we spoke about me seeing my potential
I was broke, couldn't afford the rent on my residential
When I wrote them first tapes, I was still struggling with my mental
When I listen back now, I wish I wrote them with a pencil
When your heart feels like it's frozen
And you don't wanna lose your composure
I was that stressed, Kevlar plates in my black vest
Escaping invests, Monte Carlo, live off the interest
I'm calm now, but I've been vexed, I say I'm humble then I jump out of a Lambo
Looking wind swept, and I'm like, "What's with all these fancy things?"
I must have been on Pinterest, I told myself I'd get it all
But back then I was in debt

(You)
(Left me)
(Tired and lonely and I)
(Can't believe I'm still waiting around)
(I don't wanna cry but you know me so well)
(I just wanna hold back but tears they keep coming)

Yeah, look, yeah
See when the love doesn't work, that means your heart's broken
Blind to the bigger picture, eyes half open
Sometimes I'm hopeless, giving into psychosis
But then they look at me for guidance now, like I'm a Moses
I told myself I'd win when I was homeless, mind in focus
I used to feel like an impostor in designer loafers
I hope the weed smoke is reload this
JD, JD, JD, that's my emotions
I told them walk with me
Hail Mary, would you run quick, see?
They wanna see you drown, or if you decide to fly
Time after time, I've cried, I've cried
There's no tears in me, there's no fear in me
I know you've been standing here with me in my ear
Whispering a prayer, but I told you, I'm a soldier
I'm a heart will be strong till I disappear

(You)
(Left me)
(Tired and lonely and I)
(Can't believe I'm still waiting around)
(I don't wanna cry but you know me so well)
(I just wanna hold back but tears they keep coming)

The winner for the Mobo Award for Best Grime Act is...
Bugzy Malone!
What we say in the Mobos is in the North, yeah?
He's proven time and time again that he's not to be dismissed.
He's not to be played down.
He's a beast in every aspect of being a man.